On August 28th, our divorce was finally filed with the court. The 1st couple of days after I was pretty much a mess. Each day that has gone by has gotten easier. I am still scared shitless of starting over with 4 kids in tow. I have never been on my own by myself let alone with 4 kids to raise. I know Stephen will be around for them and will help when help is needed, but I will be the main one responsible for them. Stephen is staying with us a bit longer, just until he can afford a place to move.
I am exhausted. I'm not sure why but I have had alot of trouble keeping my energy up lately. I always feel worn out. Emotional stress maybe? I don't know. I would just really love to feel like me again.
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Hugs and prayers Ellen, I know it has to take a lot out of you with everything that is going on!
Ellen, saying lots of prayers and sending hugs your way! This has to be so emothionally and physically draining on you. If you need anything, please just ask. Hugs!!!
Ellen - I am so sorry about everything that is going on. If you need anything, just let me know.
I wish I could think of something better to say than "I'm sorry". Unfortunately, that's all I got. It sucks that all this is happening and I feel so badly for you. And then to add the stress we talked about last night...man. I hope last night was a little a respite from reality and let us know if we can do anything to help.
big hugs!!!
big hugs!!!
big hugs!!!
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