Yes, finally updating!

So I didn't realize until the other day that I haven't updated on here lately, then I forgot again and remembered when mom said I needed to update! lol She checks it regularly now, she says cause I don't tell her anything so this way she at least knows whats going on with me. lol So mom this post is for you! lol

Let see where to start, ohh this is going to be a long one! lol

OK, so lets start with March 9th where I left off, this was not a good day. Stephen and I got into the biggest fight we have ever had in the almost 12 years we have known each other. I think it was good that we did in a way because we both started listening to what the other was actually saying, and we settled stuff about the kids that we were having issues with.

My birthday was great! I spent the night at Chelsie's that night before, she made me a cake and used a candle in a jar for a candle cause it was all she had! lol She made rice crispy treats and we also had some flavored ones cause we got a bag of the miniatures and I sorted them while she made the regular ones! lol When I woke up on my birthday I had a voice mail from Aunt Donna and Uncle Joe singing me Happy birthday! Then I got texts from mom, Meredith, Chris, Tanya, Aunt Shell, and a voice mail from Jeannie, All in that order! Yes, I actually know but only cause I locked the texts so they are still in my phone! lol Missy text the day after. And I just realized as I was typing this I never heard from my brother, ohhh Imma gonna kick his butt! lol Nah, I know he loves me anyway. Chelsie and I were supposed to go fishing but we had to wait on the direct TV guy but he didn't leave until 8:30 we were going to go night fishing but realized we forgot worms! lol Plus Chris was being a brat and talking about snakes and spiders trying to scare the crap out of us. It kinda worked!

I have been doing really good emotionally lately, I am happy. I am very pleased that going to church really helped, I have found the faith I was looking for and I know it is because I truly believe and not just because I need something to hold onto. I am still thinking of trying different churches, I would like to find a baptist church that I like. I know I am going to go to Merediths church with her one Sunday when I don't have the kids, since she lives in Murfreesboro, I don't think I can get us all up and ready early enough to get us all down there. I may actually end up seeing about just staying the Saturday night before with her, I'm sure she wont mind cause she loves me! (right Meredith? lol)

So I am kind of confused on something, so opinions are more then welcome on this. I have never dated, Stephen and I just kinda fell together we never went on a date before we were a couple. I have no clue as to what I am doing here, So here is the thing: I have a friend that I really like, he is a great guy, we talk quite a bit. He knows I like him and he has said he likes me but the thing is he is not ready to be more then friends, he had a relationship that didn't end so good not that long ago and he doesn't want to chance hurting me or ruining our friendship. I am OK with that and understand completely where he is at and don't want to push him into anything. I am glad that we are atleast friends, I do enjoy talking to him. Here is where the confusion comes in, I got asked out on a date for next Saturday! I didn't expect it so I am excited and I said yes. I would put the details about him but I will wait until after, since I have to call him tomorrow and tell him I can't go next Saturday because I will be out of state(I will explain that shortly). I don't know him very well so I don't know if I actually like him or if I am just excited about the fact I got asked out (which sounds really pathetic). That's what dating is right? To find out if you like someone? Is it OK to go out with one guy when you like another?

OK, about being out of state. Me, mom and dad are leaving tonight at 7:00 to go to New Jersey to visit my Uncle. We are staying until the 29th. Its kinda last minute so that is why I am up so late tonight, i have to pack and get ready, but got sidetracked with my blog! lol I am excited I haven't seen him in about 10 years. He is going to take us around the area where my dad grew up. While we are up there I am going to go spend a couple days with Aunt Pat too! She is going to take me to Karaoke Friday night! I'm excited.

The kids are all doing good, brats as usual. Chelsie and I took them fishing Tuesday at Edgar Evans, we didn't catch anything but they had a good time. We also took them up the tower! lol that was funny! They liked it until they realized it moved a little. Then they went to moms for part of this week. I missed them alot but it really helped because I got sick. I woke up the other morning and could barely breathe! I have been fighting a cough and congestion for about a month, I thought it was just bronchitis, which I get every year around this time and fight off with mucinex and Robitussin. Well it really scared me that I had so much trouble breathing so I went to the doctors. Turns out I had a bacterial infection in my lungs pretty bad. The doctor said if I had waited any longer I would have ended up in the hospital! So he gave me a shot of steroids and antibiotics and then gave me a prescription of both along with some cough medicine for at night to help me sleep.

Well I think that's it! Atleast that's all I can think of right now!