Sleepless nights

I hate not being able to sleep, not only does it suck the next day when i am dragging about trying to stay awake but it leaves way way to much time to think! i have been really struggling lately but i am hopeful that it will get easier and i will start to heal. I now know all to clearly why i am where i am, why i must go through what i am going through, and why it took me so long to get here.