An ache

Theres an ache in my heart,
i feel it everyday,
i always know its there,
even though i try to forget,
sometimes its dull,
sometimes it just hurts,
i wouldnt wish this on anyone,
not in a million years,
its a part of me now,
a perminate void
that can never be filled,
It has bulit a wall,
to keep everyone out,
it scares me to death,
to think i'll never love,
or be loved again.......