So much to say!

My brother Andy contacted me on myspace last night!! I am SO thrilled! I never thought we'd find him let alone him finding me! I haven't got to talk to him much yet but I am really looking forward to getting to know my brother! I have missed him SO much! I don't know much about him yet, other then he has 2 little boys and lives in Idaho.

Brian has still not answered any messages, but I am still hoping he will come around and want us in his life again.

Anakin is now 4!! I got to go see him on his birthday! My little guy is getting so big! I had to post pone his birthday party because he had strep throat the weekend I was supposed to have it. So we just had it this past Saturday. We had a blast! It was great seeing all the family then we had a bonfire afterward! Anakin was funny roasting marshmallows cause he didn't want to eat them! lol! He would put one on his stick and keep it in the fire until it burned off then put another one on! lol!

I am now 29, I cant say i was to thrilled to see my birthday and it put me in a pretty crumby mood for a couple of weeks. All i could think was great now i am 29 year old single mom of 4 kids, i live with my sister after a failed marriage cause i cant support my kids on my own, i have no job, no life, nothing. i think i need to change my way of thinking. Yes i am a 29 year old single mom of 4, but i am living with my sister to be able to give my kids a better future, I couldn't control my marriage falling apart, the more i think about it I really don't know what I could have done different. I do have a life it just revolves around those 4 little pieces of my heart! When they are not here I am lost! lol I will find a job in time but im not completely unemployed cause right now I am babysitting my nephew for my sissy. I was even wrong about having nothing, I have a paid off car! I have my four amazing wonderful children, I have a sissy, future brother in law, and nephew that love having us here, I have a huge family that loves me! I am very blessed to have what i have. I still feel lost and out of place sometimes but I think that's only natural.

Jade and Piper are on spring break this week, so they are spending the week with their dad. I get to have Starla and Anakin when they go on spring break! I am SO excited! I am SO happy when i have all 4 of them!

Jade has been in a little trouble for her grade but she is improving. She still loves Christiana middle and rarely ever comes home in a bad mood! She is loving the neighborhood we live in and having friends around she can go out and play with.

Starla is doing great in school! Her social studies grade wasnt to great on her report card but shes bring it up. Her progress report was all a's and b's! Shes doing great living with her dad and brother! I really think i made the right choice there, no matter how hard it is on me.

Piper loves her school and class! She is doing great there! She has to practice her handwriting more but we are working on that. She gets more and more like me everyday lol. Scary huh? lol

Anakin is just a mess! He is getting so big and independent on me! He is a bright as can be! There is not really much to say about him lol.

My babies are my life, my world, my reason for breathing. I honestly don't know what i would do if it wasn't for them. I don't believe I would have made it through the last two years without them. They keep me strong and make me believe in myself.

Jeannie and Jason got all four of them bikes! They LOVE riding them! I am so excited they finally have bikes! I am working on getting me one, im saving what i can, so maybe by the end of summer ill have enough lol.

Im not happy that my sewing machine has broke yet again! I got to use it for a whole 2 hours and it broke. :( I am going to have to find a different shop to take it to. The guy I took it to last time told me it just needed cleaned. yeah sure.....

I have internet again! So no more blogging through my phone! yay! so excited!

I think I came close to covering everything, not completely sure though! lol