1st Day

Today was my 1st day of 1st shift. I work 6:24 to 2:54, yes weird times. It gets weirder. 1st break is at 8:30, 2nd break is 10:30, and Lunch is at 12:30. I don't think I have ever worked anywhere that lunch was not in the middle of the shift. Mom watched the kids today, Jade and Starla got off the bus over there. So I ended up having to wait 25 minutes for them before I got to come home, but mom is not going to let me rush out anyway, so its ok.

I think I made mom mad because she said if I cant handle the house payment her and dad can move in an help me with it so I don't loose my house. I told her I am NOT going to lose my house and I don't want ANYONE living with me! I have never been on my own, even when Stephen and I separated years ago, my sister moved in to help me out, so I have never lived alone! I know I am not exactly alone now, I have the kids of course, but I do not want another adult living with me. I feel like mom don't think I can handle being on my own with 4 kids, I know it is going to be hard, but I am strong enough to handle it.