Finally ok!

Well, I know it is definitely over now for me and Stephen. I think in the back of my mind I was still wanting us to work things out because we have been together for so long and had a good marriage, but I know without a doubt now that I am not in love with him. I know I love him and I always will, he is the father of my children, without him, I wouldn't have them. I am ready for the divorce and I am ready to move on. A lot has happened the couple days, that I don't want to explain, I want to just forget about it, even though I never will because it helped me realize that I am ready to take on the world and be without Stephen.