Last Night

Shannon- Thank you so much for your comment. I have found strength lately that I didn't even know existed. I was starting to doubt that strength last night. It helps to know someone else knows its there too. Its really hard for me to admit how much I am struggling with everything going on, I don't like for anyone to see that, I have a really bad habit of just trying to show my strength and let everyone think I am doing just fine. Then since I have held everything in I just kind of "crash" every once in awhile. Stephen is doing what he can from where he is, he is taking Anakin for a couple days.

None of my kids hit the "terrible twos" when they were actually two, but Anakin is definitely there now! I am just at a complete loss with him, which makes me feel like a horrible mother! I know I am not, I guess I have just always had it to easy with my kids, they have always been pretty easy, and now that is biting me in the ass!