Past Couple of Days

Thursday jade and Starla went to work with me. Mom wanted Piper and Anakin for the night, so to save some gas, the girls and I spent the night with Aunt Sally. We had a pretty good day. We went and got Chinese for lunch, and the girls decided to get Jello, well we got it to go and by the time we got back to the shop their food was swimming in Jello! it had melted! Jade had it from her belly to her toes! I didn't sleep very well, cause I shared an air mattress with the girls. Thursday at work John was telling the girls about a mouse named Rico that lives in the shop, just messing around with them. Friday morning when we got to the shop, Starla found a note from Rico. It said something like "Dear Jade and Starla thank you for the Chinese food and Jello" and was signed Rico with a little paw print! Starla was so amazed! I don't think Jade took it very seriously, but Starla could not get over the fact a mouse knew their names and could write! lol

I was exhausted Friday night. Stephen picked up the kids sometime after 7, then around 9:30 a friend of mine talked me into going to Lebanon with her. She wanted me to go home with her and just hang out for awhile, but I was to exhausted! Saturday night, Jeannie and I went to Missy's house for her birthday. We stopped at Chili's on the way down for supper. I got lost on the back roads in M'boro, I told Jeannie they moved the roads around since the last time I was in that area! lol We came home earlier then we had planned on since Jeannie had been up for about 40 hours! And I started today so my belly was cramping.

I asked Stephen why he lied to me that day. He said he felt like I was spying on him, that it seemed like every time he left the house I was calling. I told him I have never in the 10 years we have been together never spied on him. That I was calling so much cause I missed him! I would think up reasons to call him just to talk to him for a few minutes! This is still not what I want, I really wanted to work our marriage out, we have had 10 great years. Yes, we had a few bumps along the way but we always made it through. But now there is no way I can stay married to someone I can not trust. If he would have just been honest we would have still had a chance! I was even trusting him enough to be friends with her, yeah if he would have said he was at the park with her it would have hurt and I would have been upset, but at least I would have known I could still trust him to be honest.

I finally was able to get a cell phone! I got it from Sprint, they only wanted $100.00 deposit and the phone was only $20.00. Now I don't have to worry about having to walk down 840 alone if anything happens to my van! Which it is a good vehicle, but the thought of having to walk down and interstate alone terrifies me! My cell is supposed to be local for 683 numbers but its not, so my number may have to get changed but for now my cell number is 615-480-9864
Anyway, I am about to get ready for bed. Hope everyone has a good night!